Ok. Wow, I haven't done this in a long time.
Life is so crazy, I don't even know where to start. Basically, I'm starting this back up because Jaron convinced me. :) Because Jaron is just cool like that.
Some of my old posts are really embarrassing... Wow...
When I'm writing like this, I realize how scatterbrained I am. I guess I should just go from the beginning.
I am now a freshman in college at the oh-so-wonderful Utah State University. And I'm absolutely loving it, for the most part. I love being in Logan, and I love being at Utah State. I've dreamed of being here my entire life, and I wouldn't want to go anywhere else.
But, of course, there's been a lot of change. I miss some things about high school. (I never thought I would say that...) I miss knowing that when I walk into the school in the morning, my friends will be sitting at our spot in front of the madrigal lockers. These days, I don't have many friends. Or at least not ones that I get to hang out with as often as I would like to. I miss how easy things were in high school. I had things figured out, I knew what I was doing. At this point in my life, I feel like I'm making things up as I go along.
But I know those things will soon correct themselves. College will just take some getting used to. I love a lot of things about being in college. I love the freedom. I love being able to leave at anytime of the day or night. It's not like I stay out all night partying (most nights ;) ), but I have the option to. And that rocks! I love the new friends that I'm making. It's just a great experience, and I know that over time, I'll love every aspect of it. :)
But I guess that's the update for today. Hopefully I'll remember to post more often.... Maybe Jaron should keep reminding me! Have a wonderful night, everyone!
*corky*
2 comments:
I miss high school sometimes too. It's different being "grown up" because I still feel like I'm 16. And I miss the ease of friendships there. It's a lot harder to keep in touch with everyone when you don't see them on a regular basis.
I'm glad Jaron convinced you to write a blog. Keep at it. I love hearing about your life. It's a good way to kinda keep in touch and updated about your life.
Yay, you're blogging! I'm so proud. :D
I agree... this college thing is like making stuff up as we go. Which sometimes goes well, but it's not very secure. *sigh*. I also love the freedom and independence of college, but I miss you and Nick and everybody else from high school... I miss feeling like I knew every one(everyone that mattered, anyway!). Here it's like... yeah, I can act like an idiot, but nobody understands me yet so they give me these funny looks. Rachel's basically my only friend here (although I've made a few new friends I really like), and she's usually enough for me, but... man. Lots of strange people.
Anyway. I need to write two essays today, and I haven't started. Ugh. I'll really try to get to your story/poem thing today that you emailed me. Talk to you later. :) Keep blogging!
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